AssalamoAlikum!! I'm here a new writer, I think not a writer but I'm just giving it a little try, to put up my thoughts in words, it was really fascinating when I made this account and on very first day there were 20 followers and then 50 after two days, I was in a proud, may be it was proud but yes I won't lie here, I thought myself in a race now, in a race of being famous and liked by peoples, and yes then I felt ashamed of thinking that way, though it's a human nature, "insani fitrat hai usy sab s acha sab s best kehlwana pasand huta hai". so when I made this page, I started having introductions and I started talking to many new people, many of them are bloggers and the best writers in their own, and this "followers ka Nasha" is literally so bad believe me, or jab ap followers ka soch kar lkhty hu to ap banwati alfaaz add karty hu, (followers ka sochna mtlb k apky demagh main ye hu is post s or followers ayngy this or that) okay to kia keh rhi the main, than one day I sat in my free time and thought about that, I was going in a "complex zone" page banany k tisry din baad sa hi k usky itny followers hain, usky itny comments hain, I felt ashamed being thinking like that but believe me this is just a human nature and people think like this, what actually matters is so are you getting out of this situation, are you coping up with this problem smoothly or not Are you finding the solution to make yourself relax and clean your mind from being a part of this negative race?
Okay yes, I have found the solution, I have made myself clear on many things
1) They people are so talented, don't take them as a competition but try to learn from them
2) They are working hard for it, do the same and you will be appreciated in the same way
3) They are doing it from so long and its just your second day.
And many more like this, and after this brainstorming, I stopped myself being a part of that race and I started writing from the heart, English Nahi hai achi, I started it in bilingual, poetry Nahi hai achi, I tried to write whatever I feel and think and yes this is making me happy and comfortable now :) staysafeeveryone #stayhome #stayhappy #staypostive #stayblessed #eidmubara